Yesterday. Xueling, Wenhui and Jerilyn, if you're reading this: after koping all your ice creams they decided to form an ice-cream combo in my stomach. I so had diarrhoea when I got home!!!!!?? See lah Xueling, I hope you had a better time in your toilet :)

Moral of the story 1: berries, chocolate, nuts, green tea and red bean don't go together.

Moral of the story 2: don't be greedy.

Moral of the story 3: even if you are greedy, go buy your own ice cream. Don't kope from others.

Today. I was perfectly fine when I left the yacht. Now when I'm sitting on the chair I feel as if I'm bobbing up and down like a pendulum!

Far too many people have been asking about the potential existence of a 21st party. Let's clear the air once and for all, I won't be having one and the reasons are as follows, in order of priority:

1) Not worth the money splurged. No money, even if I had the money I'd spend it on something else.

2) Elder siblings didn't even throw any, why should I break the tradition and be the spoilt kid.

3) Home has been in a mess literally and non-literally, it's very immature to create a bigger mess. (fyi: home comprises of the people, house comprises of the furniture)

4) Totally not used to the attention received.

5) Don't like the idea of inviting various groups of people who don't know one another, then hop from one table to another to make small talk. Social b-u-t-t-e-r-f-l-y.

6) (having nothing against people throwing parties) I'm happy enough attending parties :)

7) My philosophy: those whom are close to you and care about your birthday will naturally celebrate it with you, why do I have to send out invites and force others whom I'm merely acquainted with to sing me a birthday song.

8) I'd spend half the time suspecting if any would turn up genuinely just for me.

9) What delight do I seek to get out of the entire party - lots of hugs and kisses, presents, happy (and forced) faces, taking millions of photos even with people whom I may never see again in this lifetime, or watching 50 people form their own cliques and chit-chat away?

10) Yes, once again, I'm a quiet, meek, private, shy little girl :) :) :)

By the way, do you know I'm really hoping that today passes in a flash. Emotions are one of the best reflections of your state of mind :(